Taecyeon

I'm bored, so I'm here to post bishie's photos again. This is Taecyeon, he's a member of 2pm and he's ADORABLE!

He can be cool, cute, sexy and wild ! Isn't he a doll? =D

I have nothing else to say. How weird. Anyway OH YEA! I think I'm getting lucky in relationships this few days. Guys just keep popping out and asking me questions. They are quite adorable, but some very boring. I think they are the ones who bored me to this place LOL. I'll be waiting for you! My The One! <3

Disappointed? I'm still glad.

I have an uncle, he's single, charming, it makes people curious why he doesn't have a girlfriend. Well from my logic, of course the 1st thought in my mind is he's gay. I never put deep thought in it when I was young because by that time I never doubt my sexuality, but few years ago I had accepted myself and I thought hey, I haven't see him for quite a while, why don't we hang out and he can intro me with people in the circle. Sadly I couldn't find a chance to meet him. Anyway after a few years, I finally got a chance to see him, and I ended up disappointed. You know? After all these years, my gaydar had developed into something stronger than women's sixth sense. By first glimpse, I can tell that he'd stop seeing anyone. I'm pretty sure that he wanted to stop getting into relationships and die alone. After I confronted my parents, I found out that he's now a devout believer, a Buddhist. I'm happy to see him again, seeing him changed into a very cheerful and positive guy ( he was a drug addict back then )  Although I'm still disappointed bout cant meet any PLU, I'm still glad that he's life got back on track and he has a happy life. God bless him and everyone around me.

Bishie?

Its been a while from my last post, and I know I should have posted something about CNY but I'm too lazy to put every small and insignificant details of it in my blog. To summarize it, it'd been normal, but of course the content of the angpaus gets bigger year by year :) Anyway, I was trying to put some interesting stuff in my post and I came across with some cute bishie photos, turn out one of them is the guy started Draco Malfoy in Harry Potter. Everyone, I give you, Tom Felton.

I don't know why he likes to cross his arms so much, and he isn't near to my type either. The reasons for me to post up his photos are .. Hmmmm.. Alright he shocked me a little for being hotter than I expected, and some how part of him remind me of Jared Leto. Maybe I should make a post about Jared some other time. Until next time, less than 3 :)

p/s: To those who doesn't understand the word bishie,

NO! My cat stepped on my key board. This is what it meant. :)

Regrets

Again, I was watching HIMYM, and the episode was talking about Barney fell for a girl named Nora. As most of the people know, he's that kinda guy that isn't into relationship or commitment, while Nora's just the opposite. Barney knew himself very well that he's willing to give up on Nora. I almost cry at the last scene. I still think it doesn't make any sense. If he likes her, why don't he just confess? If things doesn't work well, at least you live with no regret.

The truth is, how many times in our life that we gave up on someone or something just because we afraid on losing it? I never. But I did give up on some guys, because I knew that we don't stand any chance. After watching this episode, I start to think that I'm a total stupid. Who is the one to decide whether we stand a chance or not? Its up to no one to decide unless you'd really given a try. For those who'd pass, stay with past. The next time I met someone that I really had feelings with, I'm gonna give my best shot, because I don't want to fill my heart with more regrets.

This piece, you'll regret if you miss it.

Hooked

I was watching How I Met Your Mother and that episode was talking how the 5 characters which are Ted, Marshall, Lily, Robin and The Awesome Barney hook someone, and got hooked by someone. The hook is not  action of getting people to run a relationship with you, but to get people to fell for you and willing to do anything to have you around, without giving them commitments. I never thought that I've hooked anyone, until i watched this episode, and I gave a deep thought on the past me. I did hooked somebody, and it's not just once.

The time is when I was in secondary, and I'm so not attractive by that time, even now, but I have some sort of charm that attracted some guys, guys that really willing to spent times and moneys to have me stayed around them. Of course I didn't bother to look at them, but they were like bees, buzzing around and they did weird things to get my attentions. And after a while I did went out with one of them and had him to pay for bills ( cheap ones, I wouldn't want to spend too much of his money, seriously ) But I only taken him as a friend. At the end we didn't work out, but we're still keeping in touch. I never felt guilty about this whole thing until that episode of HIMYM really snapped me out of it. It was terrible to do such things on people. I've no idea how far my action had hurt him and I really want to make things up for him now. How should I start my conversation with him? Or is he really okay for being hooked? Or he'd forgetten the whole thing and I don't have to bring this up again?

p/s: And just now, I remembered more evil things that I've done to other people, and I'll be posting about it if I have the chance. Long story short, I am a terrible man.

Awkwardness & Weirdness in A&W

Well it's actually a weird night. I'm sitting right here in A&W of my hometown, and listening to super banging stereo with EPIC bass. I feel like I'm in a club right now. Yea, it was a tradition in my hometown. Every Saturday night, there would be car racings after the midnight, and when it comes to car racing, you know there'll be people who brought along their car, showing off their portable-build-in-car-bass-machines LOL. But I'm pretty cool, and its onli 2335 hour and I'm still waiting for a girl. Oh well her she is.

*stopped for 45mins to converse with her and her boy friend*

I knew it. They were trying to hook me up into networking business. And worst of all, it's a business that I've been doing, to sell online tuition portals. Damn! It's not like I wanted to discourage her, she'd been a really close friend. But there are time when people should face reality,and not trying to make people get along by selling portals and dreams in a package. Plus I really don't like her boy friend. She deserves better. I'm not picking up fights here but he's emitting aura which made me uncomfortable and some how it disgusted me. I can tell that he doesn't like me either. Oh well it's not like they'r gonna clinging for long. I hope they aren't. 

Anyway now I'm stuck. Should I give her a call or text, waking her up from unrealistic fantasies, OR let her be, in the way she'd wanted, and somehow if she really broke up with her boy friend, the awkwardness in solving love and money matters. DEAR GOD I should tell her, but how? He must be beside her right now and I have to stop her before its too late! 

Nothing to lose

There's a guy that I've been seeing since my secondary (aka high school, we don't have junior and senior high) and we hadn't seen each after since I left the school before him. He was 2 years younger. By that time I was really crazy about him, and things between us were really pure and innocent. We didn't make out like teens nowadays do, the most we got is a kiss at the face. And as many other relationships, we get into our respective hard times and we started not to chat, and this soon leaded to the end between us. Funny thing is, even we're still seeing each other in school, there's no awkwardness between us. Then I left the school, and we had not met for 2 years. Few days ago(Wednesday,11/1/2012), I bumped into him at a mall. Well he grew taller, and he 's now way hotter than he used to be, but he doesn't attract me like he was back to that time. I'm the kinda guy that don't believe in love at 1st sight, and I'm still not. Today, I actually missed him, and I start thinking that it might works out. Anyway he said he wanted to hang out some other time, and I wasn't so sure if he really means it. But I'll wait for his call alright, after all there's nothing to lose for meeting him, as it's either we'll be together again, or we can just be friends.